Skip to content


Studying Art — Diary (1)

Half — term of the first term in the sec­ond year of my study has just approached. I found myself enjoy­ing my time in the col­lege much more than I could ini­tially imag­ine, but this wouldn’t be pos­si­ble with­out great peo­ple I met.

The main good points of study art in an insti­tu­tion (espe­cially when you’re not quite inde­pen­dent finan­cially) is that you’re being sup­plied with a free stu­dio space, free tuitions (these depend on the coun­try and a type of the insti­tu­tion), free work­shops and an easy access to a very use­ful equip­ment (cam­eras, pro­jec­tors, books etc.). There is obvi­ously another issue too com­plex to be con­verted eco­nom­i­cally — you’re sur­rounded by pas­sion­ates, both stu­dents and “mas­ters”, who are there at a length of your arm each time you need a talk, an advise or a feedback.

And there are argu­ments con­tra, which tend to be equally pow­er­ful. Unless you con­sider your­self a psy­cho­log­i­cally strong per­son, com­par­a­tively sure why are you doing, what you’re doing, also– unless you’re able to reflect crit­i­cally on your envi­ron­ment I wouldn’t rec­om­mend study­ing fine art in a struc­tured man­ner.
First of all, you have to func­tion within an edu­ca­tional pro­gram designed for major­ity — 18-years old stu­dents (in a case of a pub­lic col­lege) and to fight its great poten­tial to infan­tilise any­one who doesn’t need to be watched and dis­ci­plined for the most of the time just to develop prop­erly. On the other hand it imposes a sys­tem of divid­ing your time (terms, time spent in stu­dio, at lec­tures etc.) and mark­ing, which can be pretty dis­tract­ing and/or con­fus­ing (because we’re all humans, we want to per­form for 80%, not for 40% — but does 80% make you a bet­ter artist?).
There’re tuto­ri­als and sem­i­nars where you’re expected to more or less make your teach­ers happy by a clear, elo­quent and ambi­tious pre­sen­ta­tion of your progress and answer­ing all the ques­tions, no mat­ter how point­less they may sound. If you’re a young, unex­pe­ri­enced and untrained in a log­i­cal argu­men­ta­tion or if you’re an intro­vert feel­ing extremely uncom­fort­ably in being pub­licly exposed in that par­tic­u­lar way, you’re in a vul­ner­a­ble sit­u­a­tion.
I remem­ber a very quiet girl who’s no longer with us, most prob­a­bly because the sys­tem I study in pro­motes, first of all, out­go­ing and intel­lec­tu­ally able indi­vid­u­als which doesn’t nec­es­sary trans­late into pro­mot­ing those truly tal­ented and aware of what that’s really mean to study art.

So — what that’s actu­ally mean “to study art”? I’m ask­ing myself and all of you there, study­ing art each day in insti­tu­tions, on your own, purely for hobby, just for fun?

I still smile recall­ing my chat with a teacher, a painter:
– What’s the mean­ing you want to con­vey? — he asked look­ing at my set of steel tubes and glass struc­tures.
– I’m not sure if there’s any mean­ing I would like to con­vey.
– But there must be some­thing you want to com­mu­ni­cate.
– Do I have to com­mu­ni­cate any­thing?
– You have to make your view­ers aware of your inten­tions. You have to be respon­si­ble for the mes­sage you con­vey.
– What do you mean “to be respon­si­ble”?
– I mean — he said loos­ing his patience a lit­tle bit — that your art always tells a story. And that you are a teller. Do you know your story well enough?
– But, if I mean my paint­ing to com­mu­ni­cate only itself — a paint­ing for painting…Do I have to gen­er­ate other mean­ings just for the sake of my view­ers?
– An art for art’s sake — there’s no such thing. Art hap­pens between you, your work and those who react to it…Just look — I see your set as a cold, aus­tere and beau­ti­ful place. If I call dozens of peo­ple I’m sure their reac­tion will be iden­ti­cal.
– But how do you know that I con­sciously inscribed that meaning…I just found the pieces and I liked them so I put them together…- I answered quite frankly.
We con­tin­ued in that fash­ion until he resigned and promised to return once I will be ready “to com­mu­ni­cate” something.

I recall that con­ver­sa­tion sim­ply because it made me think a lot about my study and art in gen­eral. Espe­cially, the imper­a­tive of “com­mu­ni­cat­ing some­thing” and “being respon­si­ble” for the meaning(s) my art could gen­er­ate in peo­ple.
I used to work quite intu­itively and even auto­mat­i­cally, just trust­ing my cre­ative poten­tial and not car­ing about the out­come until the very end.
So, does “study­ing art” mean learn­ing com­mu­ni­ca­tional and social skills which would trans­form me into an expert in “meanings”and recep­tion of my work?
Or — is it sim­ply a train­ing in tech­niques and strate­gies for pro­duc­ing “read­able” art-products? You may say — study­ing art can be par­tially both… But what beyond this? Or — are those aspects really that important?

Posted in personal.

Tagged with .


6 Responses

Stay in touch with the conversation, subscribe to the RSS feed for comments on this post.

  1. Incompetent says

    The notion of art for art’s sake was a revolt against the doc­trine of crit­ics like Ruskin who felt that art must con­vey a type of mes­sage or moral pur­pose. Per­son­ally I feel unless you expressly com­mu­ni­cate the intent, you can be sure peo­ple will cre­ate the story for them­selves any­way. Look at all those abstract pieces in which peo­ple actively search for rec­og­niz­able forms and shapes.

    I think study­ing art is nec­es­sary for tech­ni­cal abil­ity, but the part beyond that is what sep­a­rates the crafts­men from the mas­ters like Rem­brandt. Few of us will reach that level, but with­out pro­fi­ciency, you can be sure you’re out of the run­ning to begin with.

    Or you can focus on mar­ket­ing, like Hirst. Rem­brandt died poor.

  2. Katarzyna says

    Incom­pe­tent

    The notion under dis­cus­sion — “art for art’s sake” has got a great impor­tance for me because I think it touches the most basic ques­tion of “what’s art?”. And depend­ing on how peo­ple (an indi­vid­ual, a par­tic­u­lar influ­en­tial group) under­stand “what’s art” they also react to the notion and make their minds that art for art’s sake is either an utopia or a sno­bis­tic empty phrase or only pos­si­ble pur­pose of “true” art. For me, there’s a great tempt­ing power in what Oscar Wilde said: “A work of art is the unique result of a unique tem­pera­ment. Its beauty comes from the fact that the author is what he is. It has noth­ing to do with the fact that other peo­ple want what they want. Indeed, the moment that an artist takes notice of what other peo­ple want, and tries to sup­ply the demand, he ceases to be an artist, and becomes a dull or an amus­ing crafts­man, an hon­est or dis­hon­est trades­man. He has no fur­ther claim to be con­sid­ered as an artist.”

  3. Sixtyminuteartist says

    Katarzyna, I have just started tun­ing into your blog—and really like it. I espe­cially liked you piece on color and color mixing—and want to link to in through my blog. Hope you don’t mind.

    On you point about art and mean­ing, my per­spec­tive would be that your pro­fes­sor is push­ing you a bit to become a bit more proac­tive in your artis­tic process. I had the same prob­lem for many years, mak­ing art by paint­ing things that appealed to me and leav­ing it there. I think this is a valid approach. How­ever, what hap­pens as you become more skilled is that you dis­cover you can paint just about any­thing you want. At which point, the ques­tions change to—how to paint and what to paint. If you can paint any style and anything—I think the mature artist even­tu­ally hits a cri­sis where he either gives up paint­ing (since he has met his/her goal of “being able to paint”) or moves on to the next question—which is how to manip­u­late the viewer to cre­ate a par­tic­u­lar pre­med­i­tated sen­sa­tion. I don’t think this is the same as being a craftsman—it is in fact at the root of artis­tic process. One could argue the oppo­site, that the ful­lly skilled painter who sim­ply con­tin­ues to paint objects is the amus­ing crafts­man Wilde talks about. So, I think it is okay for now to pro­ceed with the premise that “I paint becuase I like what I am painting”—but I think you will even­tu­ally get bored as your skill increases—and you will need to answer your professor’s ques­tions in your own per­sonal way. You do not seem to me to be the type that will con­tinue to paint for art’s sake—as you have too much tal­ent. But, per­haps you will sim­ply stop when you fig­ure out how to paint. Only time will tell.

    Any­way, all the best. Let me know if you want to trade links. Jerry (sixty minute artist)

  4. Katarzyna says

    Six­tymin­uteartist — Jerry

    I’m grate­ful for this com­ment but it’s David, not me who should be rightly com­pli­mented. And I’m sure he’s glad too. This is David’s blog, he is the author of the piece on color and color mix­ing you’re men­tion­ing about, and of the rest (99%) of the posts. I’m the con­trib­u­tor to this site and I’ve just started this adven­ture. Any­way, when I develop my own blog I will let you know.
    I don’t per­ceive mak­ing art for art’s sake as the lower, less advanced or less thought­ful process — actu­ally, the oppo­site — once an artist stops to make art for his tutors, for stud­ies (for learn­ing how to use tech­niques, mate­ri­als), for his own ambi­tions, for money, for pub­lic enjoy­ment or scan­dal or com­mis­sion — he can focus on his work as on some­thing what has got a sense and rea­son in itself, what’s a pure expres­sion of his unique tem­pera­ment and noth­ing else. (And it doesn’t mat­ter if he can or can­not explain his own work. Artist is not a scholar, not an art critic. Not first of all, at least. That’s why I rejected to answer my teacher’s ques­tions.)
    Some artists grav­i­tate within only one, two lev­els (they make art only for money or only for scan­dal) through­out their whole career. Some are able to remain “dif­fi­cult” in recep­tion and unpop­u­lar (oppo­si­tion to pop-ular artist) just because they respect their works as they appear, with­out “pro pub­lica bono” adjust­ments. That’s when art exists for its own sake.

  5. Bill Sharp says

    Katarzyna

    I enjoyed read­ing your thoughts. Although I think that the dis­cus­sion of “what is art” is a bit of a quag­mire, I related to what you said about want­ing to work intu­itively. I agree, if I read you cor­rectly, that “trust­ing your cre­ative poten­tial” is dis­cour­aged in schools. I, not being as strong as you, spent quite a lot of energy doubt­ing myself while in school because I couldn’t ver­bal­ize my inten­tions as clearly as others.

    I’m not sure if you’re really ask­ing for answers to “why study art?” but I don’t think it’s a use­ful ques­tion. It seems like one could waste a lot of time on that instead of mov­ing ahead with the study.

    Thanks for shar­ing your this. I also really appre­ci­ated the Oscar Wilde quote. I look for­ward to read­ing more from you and David.

  6. Katarzyna says

    Bill

    Thanks. I’m not asking”why study art?” but “what does it mean to study art?”. In other words — I’m not con­cerned about the ratio­nale but about mean­ing or an indi­vid­ual inter­pre­ta­tion of the process (“study­ing art” process). I’m inter­ested how other artists and stu­dents define “study­ing” art . And I mean the broad sense of the word “study­ing” — not only being an actual stu­dent in the col­lege, but any­one who researches, learns new things etc. Pro­fes­sion­als too, if they are insight­ful enough, study art through­out their life. So — are you still study­ing art? If yes, what does it mean in your case — read­ing blogs, books maybe cre­at­ing your own, is it exper­i­ment­ing with a new tech­nique or just look­ing for a new inspi­ra­tion to rein­vent your­self? I’m also ask­ing par­tially rhetor­i­cal ques­tions at the end of my post. But I have a hope that some­body will answer them.



Some HTML is OK

or, reply to this post via trackback.